a leaf blowing in the wind these days...
after a truly emotional 5 day "vacation" at home... I feel like I've lost footing in all aspects of my life. I find no joy at work... I feel insecure with my friends... I even am losing hope in the whole dream thing...
for the first time in a long while, I'm wondering if all this is... just what it is... fluff. It's hard to stay motivated for something that seems so far away... I am thinking maybe I should just go to grad school after all.
is this God or Satan? or just a fragile me?
is unconditional faith something that is completely out of reach for me? I need some divine inspiration soon.
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I stumbled upon your blog through facebook. We don't know each other all that well, but I wanted to mention that I was really blessed by your testimony a while back. It resonated with me in many ways.
and I can relate with this entry, as I am also pursuing a dream that I often doubt is the correct path to take... also involving a fair amount of risk.
But in the end, I find peace knowing that if I fail, I fail knowing that I gave it everything I had to Him. As opposed to stopping and wondering later what could have been.
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