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* fascinating how PMS affects you. i mean, for two weeks, your body turns into a raging, kinda disgusting, but miraculously efficient machine; it spits out all kind of stuff, among which, is the ever-so-popular moodiness. oh, the never-ending-craving for chocolate doesn't help either. it's so weird. i usually figure it out because of the permanent stain of chocolate on my pillow case... or the fact that i'm crying my eyes out over a lame joke made on The Office. I started counting the days yesterday because i started sobbign over the fact that Kang Ta went to goondeh. it's like, YEAH i was in love with him in middle school but ... sobbing? (OK TO BE FAIR, the editing of that freakin show was AMAZING and i always cry when men tear up.) oh, and that got me thinking, how WEIRD is it that Kang Ta is already 30 years old? that i've been a fan for over 10 years? WEIRD. TMI? maybe.

* sober jan doesn't find non-sober guys attractive. AT ALL. drunk jan probably doesn't give a shit.

* OH but sober jan finds these men INCREDIBLY attractive:






















ok seriously. alex from clazziquai. wansonam. right there. total shinsah. eehsanghyung. right there.


* my halmuni is going through PT now... she claims that she's trying harder to have me to stop giving her so much jansorih. hahaha, except she doesn't know that she's whats motivating me the most in my ROAD TO HOLLYWOOD GYM REGIMENT (hereby referred to as...gym).

* which btw started...today. i swore i would start this week and FINALLY i stuck to my word. dude, the guy signing me up freakin talked to me about an hour about acting class and maybe opening up his own gym. he also looked eerily like tony parker. anyway, after 30 minutes on the treadmill looking like a steamin teapot, i felt utterly spent and totally wondering wtf i'd only burned oh so many calories. OH SIDE NOTE, the Trainer whos' gonna give me my free orientation, is supposedly gonna train the US atheletes in BEIJING. is that crazy or what?! BRING ON MY PETER VAN DEN HOOGENBAND!!!!! oh wait, he's not from the US. OH WELL. (brings me back, ADD style, to our tour of where Ian thorpe used to train in Sydney, WOOT WOOT!)

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