my hair~

is now filled with sexy curls. :) i love it.

another trip down to LA confirms it: i'm moving down here and am probably going to love it. God willing, I'll be actually doing something with my life, that is--something more than SAT tutoring... but I'm starting to get pretty excited at the prospects of joining some old friends in making this little old dream of mine come true. apartment hunting WILL suck though. whatever.

I watched the "Sisterhood 2" movie yesterday with Kimmy. the theater was filled with girls. girls who gasped so loudly during certain parts of the movie that you would have thought this was the "Exorcist." Girls who squealed in massive delight (including me) whenever a guy took off his shirt to reveal some muscles. and girls who sniffled loudly and aw'd whenever a sentimental moment took place on the screen. i cannot even imagine what the 3 guys in the theater must have gone through... but i gotta admit, it was sort of a funny/hella annoying experience.

i think i'm learning what it means to want to love somebody; EW, no i'm not in love. not even close. but i'm starting to understand what it is to care about someone and just be happy about that. um, that is, i understand the micro version of that. but that only means the real thing is this bit of happiness times a hundred. wow. being in love must be just like what it says in the songs: "wonderful." the past couple of weeks have been... er, complicated? but i've come out of it feeling rather full rather than empty.

oaf. I FEEL FAT. that's what la does. my ex-trainer went over to beijing this past sunday. sigh*. jealous.

8.08.08. it's tomorrow. where will YOU be watching??? :) :)

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