it's not easy being...

an actor.

repeat. It's not easy being an actor. 

Want to feel UNtalented and UNfulfilled and UNBELIEVABLY frustrated at the UNrapid pace it's taking to UNdertake an UNderwhelming career? 

become an actor. 

And afterwards, say maybe... a little over 2 years? You'll land your first gig... maybe something to do with an A-list celeb... something really small, a non-speaking role... for something that's not even shown on tv... just on the internet... for something non-union... something like this:

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and then something will hit you... something bigger than the small paycheck you'll be receiving....

that in all things, big and small... EVERYTHING is orchestrated by GOD. As long as I am His, His will is mine... and His will is beyond our UNderstanding, UNcontainably, UNstoppably, UNcommonly, AWESOME. 

Praise the Lord, my soul; 
    all my inmost being, praise his holy name. 
² Praise the Lord, my soul,
    and forget not all his benefits—
³ who forgives all your sins 
    and heals all your diseases,
⁴ who redeems your life from the pit
    and crowns you with love and compassion, 
⁵ who satisfies your desires with good things
    so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.

--Psalm 103: 1-5.