"what is my worth in this friendship?" "am I getting even footing with that person?" "do others view me as indepensible or dispensible?"
A sure sign that my relationship with God is on an even shakier ground that my security.
The positive thing I can take away? I notice it. I am uber hyper sensitive to it. I smell it in the wind of self analysis.
So, here it is again... I see it... waves of unrelenting doubts and questions, threatening to overwhelm me in the short distance from my emotions to my thoughts; my thoughts to my actions...
and my only shield against it is a whisper of a prayer I release moment to moment...
"God. Stop me."
"God. I need you."
"God. Save me."
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