it's way past bedtime...

but...how about a game of true and false?

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1. if i could do it all over again, i'd audition for julliard and get in (of course!) and major in music, playing on a strad as part of the BSO.

2. my dream vacation right now = seoul, korea.

3. i can see myself rooting for the yankees...

4. i love having a picture taken of me.

5. hot girls intimidate me. yes, HOT GIRLS.

6. hot GUYS intimidate me.

7. i'd turn lesbian for angelina jolie.

8. i just met a guy who's closed in on a 10 MILLION DOLLAR DEAL.

9. if i could go back in time, i wouldn't change a thing during my days in Boston.

10. looking back, i haven't achieved any goals that i wanted to achieve while living at home.

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too easy you say???

lets take a look...



1. if i could do it all over again, i'd audition for julliard and get in (of course!) and major in music, playing on a strad as part of the BSO.


FALSE!!! i'd major in theater and kick some ass and feel even more confident than i do now in pursuing a career in hollywood! although, i've recently started practicing violin again and LOVE it!

2. my dream vacation right now = seoul, korea.

FALSE!!! My dream vacation is in the UK going to WIMBLEDON and watching me some Ana Ivanovic and Rafa vs. Fed action!! that or hawaii. getting a golden tan. and watching some rippling muscles.

3. i can see myself rooting for the yankees...

TRUE!!! especially after having seen Hideki Matsui hit an effin GRAND SLAM. omg. get him on the RED SOX ALREADY!!!

4. i love having a picture taken of me.

FALSE. nothing makes me more uncomfortable then having the thought of pictures of me out there. espcially on myspace. when are they going to shut down that low-traffic site anyhow??

5. hot girls intimidate me. yes, HOT GIRLS.

FALSE. i LOVE being friends with HOT girls. jealous? no way! it attracts hot men... although..


6. hot GUYS intimidate me.


TRUE. i can't bring myself to make eye contact... or get enough self-confidence make conversation. i'm content to just look.

7. i'd turn lesbian for angelina jolie.

HELL YES. she was on the cover of EW this week. oh lord. cannot wait for "Wanted" to come out!! damn, it's gotta be better than that M Knight shit movie!

8. i just met a guy who's closed in on a 10 MILLION DOLLAR DEAL.

TRUE! and then he told me, for about 10 minutes of my life wasted, about how hard it is for asians to make it in HOllywood. um. tell me something i DON'T know!

9. if i could go back in time, i wouldn't change a thing during my days in Boston.

FALSE. I was talking to Sonia about this earlier. I admire her mentality. because... well, then again, this question is different from "do you regret..." I don't. but i would go back and do things differently if i could. more honest. more respect. and MORE DIVERSITY. none of this surrounding myself with comfortable asian christian stuff. i AM a staunch believer, however, in "everything happens for a reason."

10. looking back, i haven't achieved any goals that i wanted to achieve while living at home.

FALSE. I was thinking about this on the drive back home tonight. almost sober. YAY. but. i have a solid group of friends. i've taken my acting classes. i'm taken a long break away from work. i've lost 20 lbs (5 more to go!). and i've gotten myself a car. that's a pretty nice list of things done if you ask me. i had 3 goals. and i achieved them all. my next two months, i save for: money. SAT TUTORING HERE I COME!!!







how did you do? pretty good? pretty bad?


how about a last thought ~

i believe more in myself than anyone else. including family. i love myself. i love what i know i have in me. that's not vanity. that's strength. and faith. Pride in what God's created.