today...

i felt lonely. boo. i don't even know why.

also, i feel like i've been proctoring all my life... i can now list backwards and forwards the script for SAT proctoring... geeeeeze... it only reiterates my aversion for monotony and having jackshit to do.

a lot of thoughts in my mind these days...

i want a sugar daddy. i really want an xbox 360. and topspin 3 and rock band. i need to find myself a rich man. or a man who wants to spend money on me. (*only boys are attracted to me. stupid silly immature drunk boys*).

actually as sugar-daddy-needy i am... i don't think i'd know how to react to such unabashed, probably undeserved generosity... the only time i was exposed to it..... ok, i was extremely happy, but i was also a little bit freaked out. granted, it was a first date situation but still. it's amazing to hear about some of my gfs talk about their extravagant bfs and such... maybe i'll get used to it one day.. but until then, pretending to yearn such treatment is treat enough. :)

THE DARK KNIGHT is coming out in 2 days!!!!! ahhhh!!!!!! EXCITING! i'm predicting that it'll break all box office records. and heath ledger = our equivalent to James Dean. duh.

ok. there are deeper issues... but i'm too tired to deal w/ them and i'd rather fill my mind up w/ superficial shit instead.

i really want an xbox 360!

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... i'm tired of keeping in touch with brick walls.