2010.

During year 25...

I want to be SELF-ASSURED.

I want to be SELF-INSPIRED.

I want to be SELF-MOTIVATING.

I want to be SELF-AWARE.

I want to be SELFISH in a SELF-LESS way.


A silly email thread reminded me how SELF-DESTRUCTIVE and SELF-CONSUMED my insecure self is. I'm NOT over things that i should be... or if I am, that sense of peace is incredible fragile. I'm tired of caring about things that I shouldn't care about... and being distracted by the most nonsensical things. I don't want to become hardened and careless, but I do want to learn to discern between the things that TRULY matter and things that should be let go.

I need to grow in a large way this upcoming year... and in all sense of the word, I want to be HEALTHY.